Lost, not a wolf and doesn't fit in with the sheep

Dating and sex problems #103

When you want a guy to make his move before you start your period.

I’m sure by the time that I find the will to live I will get cancer and die

people are truly horrifying

Fuck life it’s super lame

what’s the point of being alive if you’re not happy? It’s not like I’m not trying.

A picture is worth a 1000 words

Normally I don’t think about every single thing that adds up to my increasingly intense yearn to die. I don’t know if I will ever sit down and write or tell some all the justified reasons I have for wanting to die. I hate writing so I don’t think I’ll ever write a suicide note. I consider making a video. But, I fear saying out loud all of the very good reasons I have for killing myself. Hearing them all at once like that might push me to actually do it. Also I have never felt the need to explain myself…again for many complicated reasons.

I feel that the tattoo I will get can say it all for me

To be honest I would have done it already but, many people truly love me and would be absolutely devastated if I did. Believe when I say that i’m am not saying that to be egotistical or pompous for I have no self esteem for that kind of thing. I just can’t hurt people like that especially people nice enough to like me in any way. 

Insomnia really wouldn’t be a big deal if society didn’t tell you what time you need to be up. 

Maybe I don’t have insomnia maybe I just don’t fit the norm for sleep. 

Should I get while the gettin’s good?

The laughter doesn’t keep coming

Been having some good times lately but, I still want to die. 

I always end up back at tumblr

Everytime I Google something I need to know about or am interested in it turns out all I needed to do was tumbl it :) I love tumblr 

My vision does not match what I see.